No baby, yet...but...

Went to the doctor. Urine test was still negative. Waited a week. No period. Went back for a blood test. Got that result a few minutes ago: negative. Still no period. Cramps, bloating, sore breast, but no period.
Well, even if I'm not producing it seems like everyone else I know is. My little sister just got off the pill and is already pregnant. One of my friends from church started trying last month and is pregnant. I must take deep breaths and start using a mantra like "This is month 2, it can take up to twelve."
Oh, yeah, just as important, and just as relevant to this blog, I guess: John and I are starting to look in to adopting through the foster system. We figure we're ready for a family and it doesn't matter where the kids came from. The first meeting with the adoption agency is next Monday!

no luck, yet

Weird. Period's not coming, yet. All tests still negative. Feel like I'm in limbo. If I could just have a friggin' period, I could start over. Well, I'm going to the doctor in a couple of days, so I'll get his opinion on things...