"Trying"

So, I'm down to the last few milligrams on my psych meds. Should be dropping off to nothing after this week. Hopefully, that will be just in time for my body to start giving nourishment to a tiny gonna-be baby. I hope to find a verdict on that question by the end of this week. I have been surprised at how much pressure I have been putting on myself to get pregnant. I had hoped to just go off birth control then let nature take its course, but I keep wanting to buy ovulation kits and the like already. I've also already taken two pregnancy tests (one on mother's day) just in case they decided to work extra early in the cycle of things.
Well, guess I need to take some deep breaths, and trust that things happen in their own time. It is only the first month of really trying, for heaven's sake!